i question almost about everything i come across. not your typical girl-next-door. i am happy with the way things are right now but if i had the chance to go back, i definitely would. i swear like a sailor and think that i smoke too much. i believe that everything happens for a reason. call me shams, sometimes certain things are better off not knowing.
white blank page.
at this rate, I find it hard to believe the things you’ve said to me. I doubt that whatever you said was true. and you’ve done absolutely nothing so far to prove me wrong, or show me how much this actually meant to you. you finally have your ticket out.
I hope you wake up one day and it suddenly hits you, that there wasn’t anyone who loved you as much as I did.
arms.
I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth,
and I never opened up, I’ve never truly loved till
you put your arms around me,
and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
I hope that you see right through my walls,
I hope that you catch me ‘cause I’m already falling,
I’ll never let our love get so close,
you put your arms around me and I’m home.
I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart,
but you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start.
total eclipse of the heart.
once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now I’m only falling apart
once upon a time there was light in my life,
but now there’s only love in the dark.
love & other drugs.
you meet thousands of people & none of them really touch you. and then you meet one person & your life has changed forever.
thistle & weeds.
relationships are never easy. some days you’re going to wake up and that love you know you have for that person, isn’t going to come so naturally. we always say ‘no one told us it was going to be this hard’, but they did. we choose not to listen because it seems so unreasonable that one day, you will find yourself doubting your love for that person. the only way you can make a relationship last is if you work at it every day and never give up on it. because if you fight and argue and quarrel with that person and still can’t imagine leaving them, then you love them. and that’s the kind of love that’s forever.
and she spoke words that would melt in your hands.
glad that I actually decided to go catch Two Door Cinema Club. it would’ve been really stupid and such a waste if I had said no to this. the set was killer, and i had awesome company. I really needed this to get my mind off of everthing that’s been going on. had a blast !
The Perishers - Sway
it was you who picked the pieces up
when I was a broken soul,
and then glued me back together,
returned to me what others stole.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
